Sheer utter rage... no other word to describe what I’m feeling right this moment.
But five minutes in, just five bloody minutes in of sitting down and eating the stupid woman is already telling me how to live my freaking life. “Oh you should go join some clubs and make some friends” how the hell am I supposed to respond to that! What in blazes does she thinks I do when I go ride horses and go to horse shows?! This continues by her going, oh you can cook next Sunday. I more or less said no! as politely as I could and excused myself to the bathroom to calm down.
On my way back I over hear them talking about me! “she’s such a lonely little girl” I mean seriously, I’m not a child that needs my hand holding. If I could afford to buy a house and live on my own I would have left ages ago but noooo I’m stuck in this stupid family which drives me nuts. There was more to this conversation but it’s too harsh...
Moving on to desert, oh yes there’s still more, I declined food because I was livid over them discussing things about me that I felt too sick to eat. Which launches the “I’m the ungrateful child that always causes problems speech”, after which the family starts discussing politics and immigration. Quite frankly they were being quite offensive saying to kick everyone out (I found it so rude, I’m not comfortable discussing it at length here), which lead on to a conversation about how the evil woman new someone who converted to Islam and that she was a traitor to her culture. At this point I wanted to bury my head in the sand. In my opinion, If someone wants to follow a certain religion they have every right to follow that religion, it’s their choice.
Here comes the finale of my day, I am then asked for my opinions on this stranger. I want to say the aforementioned but I really was not up to arguing so I say I wasn’t listening. Oh boy was that the wrong thing to say. I half wished I had argued with her for being a narrow minded egotistical bigot who is in cable of being open minded and letting people do what they want to do.
I basically get told I’m antisocial and I need to improve my social skills?! Then get kicked out of the diabolical women’s house for not listing to my elders...More or less along those lines..
Just completely depressed now... Also wanting lots of sugar and a hug...